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November 19, 2002
Quixtar Tripping
By QBlog in Quixtar
Another Quixtar trip this weekend. More ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY meetings and seminars. These are not easy on a family yet I feel compelled to simply go along because it's for the good of our future. And that is the main issue with me. I fight between what is good for the family and what is good for our future and try to make both meet but it's not easy to do. I'm not a great business mind so I don't know what is necessary for great business success but I have some ideas about what is necessary for family success. And spending all this time at functions seems to conflict with some of these ideas.
Anyway, it's a challenge and I struggle with it as I'm sure everyone else does.
I ran across your blog today, a year and a half after you've started it.
My husband in in Quixtar currently, from oh, last March 2003 or so I think. I didn't want to be part of it. Then I tried to be part of it to share something with him. That lasted about 3 months. I spent about 2 more trying to deny my discomfort, failed that, and now am seeking some balance between my path and his, and seeking happiness and honesty for both.... clearly, your comment "I fight between what is good for the family and what is good for our future..." rings bells here.
I am looking forward to reading this, a little a time. Wish me luck and thank you for sharing it.
Posted by: metasilk | May 13, 2004 9:06 AM